Little too much over....

I'm moody...I'm feeling down...
I had been searching for something this few days,
I hope that I can get it perfectly and on time.
I don't want any wrong timing between us.
We been separate for a couple of month, we already moved on.
We should be nothing. We are just normal friend.
But why? Why my tears will still dropping ?
Once I get to know about you, I'm care.
I believe in fate, as what you told me,
no forcing between us.
So you leaving me, and I'm letting you go.
I know this will be the hardness way for me.
But I'm learning to walk through this.
Sometime, I might be silly.
But I know what I'm doing.
I'm just doing my part to take care of someone that I love that I care.
No matter how pain how hurt I may receive,
I just wish I have one more chance to take care of him.
I'm just little too much over him.


Goodnight,
Biz man and Miss Kelly.

Lalala~ Serena's hse BBQ

Sorry about this morning said that I will be going Tenji tonight. Cause of birthday gal wishes, we went to her house for BBQ. Serena and Syzean prepared everything in this afternoon, foods, drinks and those BBQ stuff. Gosh... I was the most unlucky person, each time they having BBQ I m in ill-ing... Whatever, continue BBQ in her house. As long as I m enjoyed... Nothing specials, just those normal BBQ foods-fish ball, sausages, chickens, corns and etc... but it's already enough for us. Cause we are on diet... Luckily we had choose some healthy drinks, it's better than Coke and Pepsi. Guess what drinks we having on? Only those who join will know that. =)
And photos wont be post up, it's because of some secret. Sorry~

We took our weight test in Serena house, and this is the result....added 2 new comers..

Diet Plan...

Left hand side is the actual weight and the right will be the future weight.
Trega , Jian, Kelly, Syzean, Serena, Adrian.
waiting for the date 17/7/09

We had over a simple but joyful birthday BBQ.
It's memorable. She's look adorable tonight.
I love her smile =)

Happy Birthday, Serena.

Oppsss....

It's been a week i dint upload anything in here.
It's another week... I m still the same Kelly.
Hanging out with a group of crazier friends,
we together yum-cha, eat and drinks, shopping, chit chatting, some more gossiping.
Funny and wasted money, but full of laughter and joyful.
We call up each other for meal almost everyday.


Now, we betting some Diet Plan,
which is who can't lose their weight in the next month,
2 of us going to swim in the Poppy's swimming pool for 2 rounds after the club end.
Dateline coming sooner, 4 of us - Trega, CJ, Serena, Kelly.
We were still having supper almost every night. =D


And tonight, we going celebrate Serena's Birthday at Tenji, Soho KL.
See..... we like betting increase weight more than decrease weight. -__-!!!
My friends, we are still single, but I don't wan to be a Fatty anymore.
Please... committed and do it.

Thursday 25/6/09
Vacancy for Starbucks careers,
customer in the same time. =)

Wednesday 24/6/09
Went to bbk Jusco, hunted an Air Wick for my car.
Sorry that I had bought the AQUA, but not the same with my Chubby Gang.

Camwhore #1

Camwhore #2

Camwhore #3

The moment when...
waiting for Michelle to arrive.
waiting for Trega to done his stuff.
I took it again.. =)

Practice make perfect....
Good morning~Miss Kelly.

Bitter-sweet memories

I m thinking~
It's been a month we never meet each other,
How are you lately?
Is that meant we ending up?
We no longer a couple, not yet a normal friend?
How well do you know me?
How well do I know you?

I had changed, and I m lost...
I don't know is this the good way for us.
For you, your busy day replace everything.
Sounds great. Is that work?
For me, I live my life from day to day.
Hoping maybe you will come back one day.
Sounds emo, yes it's true...

I almost fail, fail to walk back to the past.
The one who never care your feeling,
keep on disturb you every early in the morning,
keep on ask you to accompany me,
to talk with me and listen to me.
Even know that you are in a meeting,
I will still put my anger on you.
Ridiculous..

But now, I go on my life without knowing anything about you.
Sometimes,
I may feeling alone in the late night before I go to bed.
I may drive my car to a place that we went through before.
I may holding my cell phone and typing your number.
I may thinking when will we meet up again.
I may wondering...everything goes fine?

A group of word I typed before,
我的回忆不是我的，我的快乐是自己的，
如果我们碰面了，我们会是怎样的？

If one day, we passing by each other,
I m sure I will smile and say " Hello".
Because I know that I miss you more than I can,
is really difficult for me to meet you and talk with you.
I will appreciate every moment being with you.
I will be tough enough.

Please take good care of yourself,
no matter how busy you are,
for the biz man....

She said~

As one of my friend said,
all was just about the funniest stories...
I m confess that I m a gal who talk straight,
even that I hurt my best Sister before.
But I m not that gal that a friend keep on repeating in almost every related place,
that I m trying to step her off n foolish on her,
talking on every where and take her as a joke.
If I really do talk something that uncomfortable her,
I may replace with my everything.
But why must she done until my Babes avoiding me?
Am all the madness , anger, sadness, funniest,
are worth than the relationship(as she said)...

Keep silent off and ending up the stories are not the way she done.
I m the way of gal she dislike from the pass,
It's the way she choose to letting me to be alone.
And she know that they are important in my life,
I will keep on trusting the other relationship are stronger than this.

And talking fun and laughing on you doesn't help in adding credits in my personality..
And I never ever think to do this on,
we are no longer 3 years old kid...

I need concern as well...
sentiment can be important for you and so do I ?

Lately the best,
have a nice day...
~Goodnight~

True friend or just having fun?

I been treated badly this few days, seem I know something that she hide behind me. And I don't know what's the big deal that she not telling me all the truth? Is not the first time I know that by myself or from the other people. And I know that I treat her as a Friend that can talk and tell her all about my life, even that I brought her to my night life and intro all my friends to her. Is really enjoyed and have fun thought those entertainments. I know that she may not have the same thinking with me. I know I can't blame on her, it's because everyone have their own choices. It's between I may be her true friend or just having fun. She is one of my close friend. A friend that quite often went out with me to almost every clubs. I treat her not bad, but i don't know why, she like keeping everything, keep secret behind me, and just like i will blame her or jealous with her. I'm not, i just feel sad and mad, why she have to keep secret behind me?

Is that shame of clubs?
Is that shame to let me know?
Is that scare of my jealousy?

I may too straight for everything, I talk straight, I show my anger once I mad. But I m not jealousy, her everything making me feel like I had been used by my friend. The feel is difficult and different. When we went for clubs, we together, but once i been grounded, she totally the different went to club. Maybe we dint together went to club for a period, she will never know that what's wrong with us. I'm super surprise when I saw her on Friday night, and know quite more about her things. She's not letting one of our friend to tell me that she is with them when they are going to club. Once I know it, I'm totally feeling down, what should i do? Am I think too much? As I know this is not the first time I have this feel......

Speechless~ Thanks for those who consult me.

True friend? or just entertaining?

Goodnight, Miss Kelly

Sepang trip ^^

6-7 /06 / 09

A day which is a public holiday in Malaysia,
I been invited from a group of Kwang Hua Private friends to a BBQ party in Sepang.
Seem the day I'm still ill-ing, I bought some porridge there, n tasted some BBQ fish ball there.
Is reali enjoy and memorable.

These are our crazy and funny photo~
A part from the gang...
Seem 7 of us dint take a good sleep, and we went to Sepang beach in the 2nd day morning.

Kelly, Serena, Trega, Tommy, Kris, Mr.Ang (from up to down)
Another Viene tooked this photo for us..

This is the most funniest photo.. (Mr. Ang) xD

A group of teenager fooling around in the beach.

Kris, Kelly, Serena, Mr. Ang

me and TommyNice shoot...

Thru this photo, Kris is short...
and now we saw Viene =)

He is Fat....-___-


=)

I dint post tat much photo in my blog.
Can view thru my friendster and facebook.

I m enjoying my life,
hope can get a perfect trip soon..

Goodnight, Miss Kelly.

Will you miss me?

Am i useless? Am i silly?

Why still I missing you?
Why I can't be like you?
Why I keep on thinking about us?
Should be the passed, why am I keep holding on?
When I writing this post, why still I drop my tears?

I can't explain this feeling, I think about it everyday.
And even though we were moved on,
it gets so hard to walk away.
I can't forget how we used to be,
i guess i have to live my life from day to day.
Hoping maybe you will come back.
I tell myself not to be afraid to move on,but it seem I can't.
So how do I express this feeling,cause nobody compares to you.
And you know that she will never love you like I do.

I miss the place we spend our precious time together,
I miss the way you hold my hand in front of everyone,
I miss our breakfast, brunch, lunch, dinner and supper,
I miss the way you kiss my forehead,
I miss the way you hug me,
the way you talk to me,the way I touch your face,
the way I disturb you when you are still sleeping,
the noisy of us...


The place we having our tea-time.

The place we spend our precious time
The sweetness.

Will you miss me like I do?

Sunny Breakfast & Ladies Night

Umm, another day pass...
This morning went to Jalan Nanas with my lovely parent.
They are sweet, they know i been bored with those tasteless porridge everyday.
Seem i m better today, they take me to a Chinese stall, and i order for a Mihun ger..
Of course it's tasty for me.. I been ate the tasteless porridge for the last 3 days.
I am happy that i can accompany my parent for our breakfast. =)

Cam whoring...

Going back home~

Today is Charles birthday ~ Happy birthday~

And these group of friend going to MOS tonight,
but i dint join them and i staying at home writing this post.
Unbelievable? Yes... i make it... and i m trying to sleep earlier everyday..

Hope i will recover from sickness soon...

Good Luck & Good Night
Angelic blogger today, Miss Kelly.

Sickness day~

Nothing special to write~
Staying at home the whole day,never step out from my house~
Am i good enough for my parent? *wink*
I just fall sick, sore throat, flu, and headache.
Maybe the night I dropped into the swimming pool and some scary incident happened on me. And that's make me sick. Can't even get out from my house.
Within this few days, i dint receive any message from him, and i dint sent any to him.
Promise to start a new Kelly from the 1st of June.
Let go all the sadness and keep those happiness.
As a word i had read before...

Live every day with enjoyment - we don't know what tomorrow will give us.

Well, i over my day for sitting in front of my notebook n TV... It's also a good rest for me.

Chit chatting with friends.

The cup of water is to cure my sore throat.


Enjoy your life, even now it is not too late.
Goodnight~

~v Poppy the Night v~

It's the last Saturday of May night~

I joined my brother, Jack and his friends..seem some of them just came back from Singapore.
This is the second time i went to the Poppy Garden...
It's a nice, big n cool place. Except of my brother's friends , I met my friends there..
We were enjoy the situation n music the night~
They flirt, sing, dance n drink the whole night~
I was enjoy the night seem can let go all my stress n dance whole night~ my favorite...
These are the photo i took that night~

The Passion

Garden

Christine (Big smile =D )

Kris and Elaine

Christine and Jack

Mike, Jack(my bro), Elaine, Kelly

Jack( my bro), Kelly, Elaine, Mike( behind me)

Kuan Yee & Kelly
He is not drunk~ he always the red face =@

So far i have a crazy night over there..
I drop into the swimming pool after the club end~ It's awesome.... =D

Memorable~

Good Night...