Because I'm stupid

Because I'm so stupid , I know only you
You, who is looking at someone else
You have no idea of how I feel
There is no me in your days
Probably not even in your memories
I'm only looking at you
As the tears keep falling
I'm still happy to watch you from behind
Even if you don't know how I feel
In the end you just pass by me

In the days where I miss you so much
In the days when I'm withstanding the pain
" I love you " is lingering on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby I love you, I'm waiting for you

There is no me in your days
Probably not even in your memories,
I'm only looking at you, making memories by myself
Love is like having a beautiful wound
Even when I see your beautiful smile
I am unable to laugh with you

I'm thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
" I want you " is lingering on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby I love you, I'm waiting for you

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Though I can't hold on to you
I need you, I'm unable to say anything, I want you
I keep holding and hoping again

In the days where I miss you so much
In the days when I'm withstanding the pain
" I love you " is lingering on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you


I'm thinking about you so much everyday
My heart is hurting in all these sad days
" I want you " is lingering on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
Alone once again, missing for you
Baby I love you, I'm waiting for you

Perhaps would you be good enough to read this?

For someone who concern with my every post.
I know you pretty well in viewing my page and us.
I never seem anyone or even my best friend drop any special step on my page.
Every visitors came and left. Hi's and Bye's. Views and reads.
Chat box beside set it nice. I have no ideas why are you still here.
For care, thank you very much. For backbite, you're No.1.
Maybe not in directly, maybe acting innocent of it.
Maybe I'm thinking too much and you don't mean it.
Well, we no longer 3 years old kids. Everyone saw.
Here, a gift for you " pot calling kettle black "
Too free too showing off too updated too with me was an entertainment.
How great if I have someone with me and I will fully appreciated with the one.
But, not spending time on viewing and hurting people around.
Congratz, you did it well in the first.
Thanks, I be tough for your second appearance.

Sweet smile, naive girl, wasn't that innocent.
Beware~ They might be Witches & Demons

A cute and special one ~❤

The Valentine couple bear.
Guess he already forgot he have a bear.
They have been separated.
How are you, the little bear.
Are you still in good?

A doll from him.
How sweet how surprise when I received it.
Anyway, I loved it because someone look like The Pooh. :D

I'm happy these day happened on me.
I wish for a doll and I get a Pooh.
I wish for a message and I get more than that.


Thanks, guess I'm thinking too much between us.
I know, i know, we are just friend.
Thanks for make me more sure with my feeling.
I love to be dream.
Leave me alone when you are not able to wake me up.
Just wake me up when the correct time. :)
Miss ya~

I hated the ugly truth

What a Love, what a Hurt.
The way I thought was the perfect, the way you pretend almost perfect.
All the believe make these things goes perfection.
A year time and I realize.
I'm the fool and you are the smart.

The smile, the calls, the message, the way you treat me, was The Fake.
Girls being fool by the flirt that you show.
Once you took and once you go.
The "Sorry" mean everything?
The "I don't mean to" just skip every part?
The busy and success person won't be a Heart Breaker? or a Play Boy?
Some are being blind when you are telling them the truth,
and I'm the most foolish that living in the fool's paradise.
You took, you leave, you back, and I'm here.
Again and again... I'm being hurt and again.
You gain the tough of being a Liar.
I'm hopeful that you will fall and believe, but you are not a good.

"There's no such thing as a betrayer will turn back to you."

That I should learn and just like a cruel like you.
Love is not everything for you but just a replacement of loneliness.

I hated YOU.