Live My Life ( late Christmas post )

Peak season ? Holidays ? Dark Friday? Everywhere is jam.

I'd been pampered for so long. Sometimes, I should drive myself to my destination. :)

The best way to kill my jamming time.
Camwhore.

Heading out to grab my Christmas gift, and so on. Of course, I don't wanna keep myself staying in the house, it's a waste. Life's short, say NO to lifeless. Party like a rock star, study like a nerd star, Live like a super star !

Just some random photo, everywhere with my mobile. I shared. :)

Chocsssss....

Candy time !

Famous Amos in the market.

A gift . (Joy)


Last but not least ! I shorten my hair.
I'd enjoyed my Christmas, although I'm not in the same position compare last Christmas. Just a simple house BBQ party.
I don't have a Christmas present this year, but Santa allow me to make a Christmas wish and sure it come true. :)

<3 people around, may God bless each of us, healthy and happy.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year in advance !

哭了

怎么, 我想起他了... 怎么, 说好不提他的...
他, 不再那么的有魅力. 他, 已换了主题.
三年回忆就不如三个月,
我该开心的, 我哭什么, 哭什么...

他不再那么的完美, 不再那么的重要.
为什么他变得那么的傻?
心痛，还是会痛，还真的快断气了.

她占有，她玩弄，他的感情
我陌生，我认识的人，
我们伤害，身边的人.
我哭了, 明天我会忘了.

Alcohol week

Recently, my weight gain, thanks to the beers.

I'm not an alcoholic but too many party in the month of love - December.
One of the reason I love it.

I don't really like beers, but out of Tequila. :(

The spinning game, these guy were so worry yet excited.

Beside, another gang of mine, just a simple celebration.
Welcome back my mate, happy birthday my babe.

CJ & Stephy.

Me & Stephy

3/4 of pure Chivas.
Daytime, you tried to bully me. Nighttime, I'm going to K.O you.

I found out, they like to bottom ups. Especially, Trega.
So yeng ? I don't think so.

CJ easy get drunk with Beer, but he do so. Bravo !

Drink Drank Drunk !
No many things to say, only your best friend ever !

My 15th Dec 2010.

Tell me about your Wednesday, the middle of December, nearly to ended the year 2010. My 15th December 2010, a special day for me and my family. Here, start my day....

I need it to start my work. Heading to the office.

Found Trega's lucky number. LOL.

Here's come my dinner session. An awesome one before the year end ! A special one birthday, an Australia wine for the night, fourth of us, lovely family.

Longevity noodles to my love one.

Three could be easily, four would be perfect.

Me, without cover my face. :)

The stupid one, brother Jack, without set his hair. :D

A little red wine, bring us warmth tonight.

Dessert for the night, Cotton Cake.
Make a small piece, it melt when put it on your mouth. It's SWEET !

See how stupid he is?
No matter how worst our relation, he's still my Bro. <3

Last but not least, the birthday man.
Happy Birthday Daddy. <3

He is the man who willing to do everything just to make us live happily.
How wonderful he is. A cheerful man, a huge "Tree" in this family, my Dad.
I'm lucky to have a parent that always love me, protect me and treat me like a Princess. Although sometime they are fierce, but I know they are cares.
They are my biggest assets ! My family. :)

The beautiful in life

It's been a long time I don't have time for the sunset.
I'm not that busy, just I always miss out the precious moment.
A beautiful scenery, that always make me feel peaceful.
That's the beauty of the Secret, sunset short !

Beside, a friend of mine who in Adelaide, Australia.
He showed his sunrise in the city, is beautiful. :)


Life is short to wake up with regret.
Live happily and enjoy the journey of life. :)

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale.

The sun will still raise everyday, no matter what had happened between us.
The day will still go on, like we never back together.
The river will still flow like the time past.
I couldn't tell you how much you meant to me anymore, there's no more.
I tried to be tough in front of you, as we know each other well,
I'm always the weak compare to you. But not this time, I'm moving on.
You was so fascinated. You seem like a part of my life.
It is not a good for both of us, we know. My stubbornness.
I review my older post, within a year many things changed.
Something happen in a sudden, something change in another minute.
Everything out of our expectation,
we feel surprise and sad but life's still go on.
I'm already behind hundreds steps of you.
But I believe I will never be late for reaching my happiness.
This will be my last for you, Mr.C.

You taught me how to be more independence,
you told me the future, just the beauty of the world we know.
I grown up with all this experiences in our relationship.
You won't understand how it feel. I would go through all this pain.
Thousands of thank you for bringing me up to the hill.
Thank you for waked me up in this wonderful fairyland.
The real world is waiting for me. Happy ending.

Truly appreciated, love.

Truly Deeply Sincerely

I have a nightmare, a terrible nightmare.

It wakes me up, and no one was beside me.
My tears washed my face, I cant see everything clear.
I need a peaceful mindset, I need a rest.
I wrote you a text, that I know you unable to reply,
but I do so, just to let you know that I'm fine.
I'm still tearing in the middle of night,
the feeling of scare cover my bed.
Seriously, I need you beside.

I played the music to relax my mind,
I recalled the way you treat me well.
From the other side,
I played nothing in your world.
I started worry about myself,
I should not choose to step in your world,
I cant see me even my shadow.
The words you gave I hope it is true.
No commit any future kind of thing,
I just want the true and sincere from you.

Truly Deeply Sincerely

Movie ~

A movie a high tea with the Bi and Ong. The movie was okay but they left out so much.. it's going to be hard for them to catch up. Anyway, I love Logan Lerman, think he is a great actor, and he is so cute. He's good in acting Percy Jackson. Well done !

Although I love sweet foods, but not today,
Bi own it her " Big Apple ".

I just like to be with the love one. How sweet they are ~

Dead blog relive !

Sorry for being a lazy girl who stopped myself of blogging here, so do my blog been dead for couples of month. I'd past the amazing part in this brand new 2010 year. Too much of fun, until I can't remember how I past the same date in the last year. But not today, 1st of March... The strange and silly feeling appear, feeling like killing myself.. after a notes from a friend. Feeling much more better. Quite long quite emo, overall it's knock my head off and awake me my situation. Although my Chinese was not that good, but I know there are some friends are more worth for my cares and loves. Start it now, learn it now, I live in my life, not in other life.

- Chinese New Year lack of sleep photo -
Hello !

A 2 months old puppy name Jacob, of course not what I though from the movie "New Moon - Jacob ", idea from a biscuit commercial. A super red Poodle, it's a little puppy still a lotsa noisy sound and bark whenever he need to pee-pee and poo-poo or foods. Is that hard to take care a puppy? I wish to own one as my boy. :D

- Serena baby Jacob -

I need concern as well, just like the cutest Poodle ever !

痛了...自然就会放手了~

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水

溢出 来。
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就 会放下。”

你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对他怎么好他都不领情
他不是看不到
他只是装作看不到
或者他根本不想看到
你觉得自己很喜欢他
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他
你用尽全力对他好
把他看的比自己还重要
有什么事情第一个就想到他

联系不到他的时候你担心他担心的快疯了
然而你有没有想过
这并不在你的责任范围
而且很有可能他是在躲着你
他受不了你对他那么好
不要一直发短信给他
不要一直找他
你也许只是想找他说说话
你觉得那很正常不算苛求
但是也许他并不这么想

记住你的想法不代表他的想法
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗
你扪心自问一下
你确定不用他回报什么吗
那为什么你会难过
若是真的一无所求
你又怎么会觉得难过呢
所以别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的
也许她根本不在乎你怎么为他付出
有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担

这种负担只会让他更加想远离你
因为他不想亏欠你
别事事为他担心为他张罗
你觉得他没有你不行
你觉得别人做不到你那么完善
但是你要清楚
你不是他要的那个人
你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做
自然会有人为他担心为他着急
不用你来费心

那个位置本来就不是你的
你何必硬要挤上去呢
也许曾经你们是相爱过的
但是请记住那是曾经
过去的就是过去了
如果大家真的适合在一起
那么当初就不会分开
无论是谁提的分手都一样
这段感情曾经就是存在破裂点的
不管是谁错结果都是一个你们分开了

分开以后
如果一方试图想挽回而另一方没有同意的话
那么这段感情就是过去了
他是理智的因为他已经明白了两个人不适合
而你还一遍一遍的告诉自己
你们当初如何如何相爱
不可能那么容易就分手的
这样只会让你更加难以放弃
却不会让对方再次回头选择你
除非大家都有意要和好

否则你一个巴掌是不可能拍响的
所以尽早打消这个念头吧
至于他是不是有意我想你自己心里比谁都明白
不要觉得自己有多可怜或者把自己弄的很可怜
这样做一点意思也没有
他不会因为你可怜而喜欢你
你说道理你都懂只是你做不好
不是你做不好是你不想做
你不是怕忘记他你是怕他忘了你吧
别说什么他离不开你的

其实分明就是你离不开他
他若是离不开你
他就不会不要你
整天死死巴着人家不放的人是你
不懂事的人是你
难道你没看出来吗
喜欢他不是你的错
想关心他不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错
但是那是你的方式

傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．是无法面对．

傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这也是你．成长中的你．
这个你．正在逐渐死去．
新的你．即将重生．
找寻你的路．你的未来．
你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．
付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里．有你的理想．

傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．早上不再有人工闹铃．
习惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那么．就勇敢面对．现实．
现实是．她已离开．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．
别哭．别再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
所有的人都对你有信心．
所以．你也要充满信心．
你是坚强的．积极的．乐观的．洒脱的．
以前是．以后也会是．
总有一天．那个活力无穷傻气无尽的女金刚会复活．

傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
现在的生活．不是你想要的．
为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．

现在我对你很好、很好、很好,
你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。
那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的

对你好了。。。
因为那时的我，已经将你放低。。。。
原来，放低一个人，最后是被对方逼出来的。。。。
其实这个世界，真的没有非要谁不可，
走自己的路，别回头

Happy New Year 2010

Goodbye 2009, welcome 2010.

New Year eve party at the Coco Banana and the Opera, Pyramid. The Chivas and the parties animals in the club to welcome the year 2010. The street was crowded of people.

The Opera card
New Year , New Beginning,
New Life, New Hope. :)