Showing posts with label Feeling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Feeling. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

The real of Me

...Kelly...

A gal that always wish for a better life, waiting for the impossible boyfriend, and wanted a group of true friends, and more... Will that come true in the real life? She talks straight, she hurts people with those word which she never knows she's hurting them, and this is her bad habits. Can she improve to a better Kelly? She selfish, she never know. All the true to her was the cruel to her.


Firstly, she wants people to understand her, but did she understand them ?

Secondly, when she heard something that she dislike, she used to smack the person.

Thirdly, she talks everything without using her's brain.

Fourth,
she wont stop talking. (Talkative)


Fifth,
she never care other people feeling when she having a joke with others.


Sixth, she wants people to listen to her, but she never listen to people.

Seventh, she had a great relationship and friendship, she never appreciate it.


But once she lost, she got nothing at all. And here I am... the gal who writing this post. I been hurt and I did hurt others. Apology is just a word, a very useful for the first time, but not for every time. Thousands of apology aren't work to the person who being hurt. A lovely couple can end up their relationship with no feelings, a true friends can end up their friendship with a long time treated badly and keep on repeating the same mistakes.


And I'm the person who treated them badly and repeating the same mistakes. How worst am I? Thanks for letting me know all the true, may be my shout out are foolishness and childish, but it's sincere from me, I really want to know more about myself from the mirror of my friends.


No need more explanation. If the friendship is that weak.. I think my apology is not enough for everything. I will follow what my best sister want me to be. To stop disturb her life, and sorrowful session will be start now, on my own side.

To a long-term relationship, we already done our part.
To a long-term friendship, we still can fixed it up.

I open my heart to listen everything u said to me.
I might even be a better Kelly in the future, as long as people willing to give me a chance, and walk with me, consult me, fixed all my bad to the best. And here I am, prepare for accept the real me and my real friend. If these funny and Bullshit, please just ignored it...
Thank you.
End up with some recent photo.



Sincere from Kelly.
Goodnight.





Wednesday, June 11, 2008

TonIght

Let's talk a story...
Princess always liked 2 called her prince 2 do what ever she wants,
Prince always fulfill wat she wants too.
When d times goes longer, sweet memory bcome less n lesser,
Prince hold princess hand walk along d way thy can walk,
One day, princess tired n wana stop her step wit prince,
She decided 2 leave her castle. Prince try n try 2 mak her bak 2 his shoulder, wana try 2 protect bak her, but who knw? Wat d end of d story?? Who gonna 2 stop it?? Izit END d??

Ther is nothing i could say 2 u, nothing i could ever do 2 mak u see, wat u means 2 me.
All the pain , the tear, the cry, still u nvr say good bye, n now i knw, how far u go.
I knw i let u down, is nt lik tat nw, is time i nvr let u go
I will b all tat u want, to get us together, coz u keep me 4 falling apart,
All my life, i will b wit u forever to get thur tat day, n mak everythg ok.
I thought tat i hav everythg, i dint knw wat life can bring, bt nw i see,honestly.
U r the one i gt right, the oli one i live aside, nw i can believe, coz u here wit me,
if i let u down, i will turn it all around, this time will nvr let u go,
I will b all tat u want, i will b...

I went 2 his hse tonight, i walk n walk.
Is so far 4me bt actuali is so near oli la... about few steps 2 go.
N im whispering while im walkin slowly, hoping can saw his's car thr,
But who knw? His's car is nt thr, so... wat gonna i do?
Im alone on tat time, my parent away 4 arond 1hour n left me ther, so im going 2 c him.
N im thinking, asking, searching, bt i cant do anythg.
Wher did he go? Who wit him rite nw? When will he bak? He shuld bak on tat time bt he dint..
N im going 2 wait until d last minutes my parent come n take me,
Alone bt is sweet 2 wait, as my fren said sumtimes waiting is a part of life shuld b go.
Is around 11pm,mami call d.. im sorry i cant wait for mor d... i knw he will b bak soon bt i hav 2 go...
If turn anothr side 2 c, if giv me wait till he's bak so how?
Im going 2 find a place n hide~ wat a stupid idea... nola jt joke~
I dont hav time 2 say good bye 2him.
Here im gonna 2 say.....

GOOD BYE &
GOOD NIGHT...
Kelly GAL