When im waiting his msg since the day he left, i dint receive any from him...
Once i let evrythg goes naturally... i gt his forward msg, those caring, sweet, funny n meaningful.
I pray tat he wont sent any to me...
I told my fren " he such a jerk, i gt his forward msg Again..."
I told my fren " he such a jerk, i gt his forward msg Again..."
*bcoz i dont knw wat shuld i do next*
Im scared... I will fall for him again...
His shadow already walked far away from me...
Why still he came bak n knock my heart?
Finally, i gt his message last two days, a msg tat only gd night...
I dint reply anythg... i got nothing to reply, and just pretend i dint receive it..
Yes, im waiting for miracles, bt nt purposely from him..
He left when he fall wit a gal,
he back when he lost the gal..
Yesterday night i was calculating my works, suddenly my phone rang, his number appear, his msg, tat asking me to visit him in the other day,.
I tot he sick o anythg happened wit him, i keep asking "wat happen wit u.." and he keep asking me to find him..
Today,before i went to my class im rushing to his place, i dint saw his car when i reach, i reali tot tat he gt an ACCIDENT.
Hiuz... luckily i guess wrong...
He is healthy n strong... nothing to worry bout him....
This time im nt tat weak, i dint think to hug him...
And he turn to hug me, n said many to me...
About?? all bullshit....sorry bout tat..coz i knw he lie to me...
About?? all bullshit....sorry bout tat..coz i knw he lie to me...
But I keep hearing..i jt pretent tat i dono anythg...
It's reali touching with those sweet words, tis is his first time to ask me bak those love question.
If he honestly tell me all the true,
"my dear, i been waiting for so long, i wan you back now."
No.. he haven tell me all the truth.
He dono how to appreciate, he dono how to love, he dono he was hurting me.
I dont wan to be a replacement, replace his loneliness, replace anything that nt belong to me.
I just wan bak my happiness..
If you love me, you will tell me all the true..
I will forgiv you. But if u keep lying, i will hate you.
If you just wan for a replacement, please away from me..im nt suitable wit ur games of love.. thankz...and if i said o done anythg mak u feel uncomfortable, im apologize...
Good night...
